I want to go to a singles' bar
No.
I want to go to a friendship bar
Do those even exist?
It's called church
I can't depend on my church friends
I used to have a friend
I would call her when I was alone
Now I don't even speak to her
I hate how life changes
I just pulled out a grey hair
Is it from age or loneliness?
I'm 23
I'm too young to be lonely
Then why am I?


Going out to do something by myself instead of sitting at home crying and/or losing my mind. I don't write this for your pity or to make you feel bad. I write this to purge myself of my bad feelings.